a year and 2 months have passed. the living situation is still the same, although now he has a girlfriend. that's good and bad; good when they stay at her's. it's not that i don't like her. she's actually quite nice. i just don't like coming home and finding them laughing and cooking....things he never did with me- not after his ex sent him a birthday present...but that's another story. let's just say it was the begining of the end and i should have never stayed with him after i discovered she didn't know they had broken up. sometimes you do things when faced with certain situations you thought you would never do. but it's not even about them. i'd just rather live alone. that way when i want to see people, i can invite them over.
now we are like disfunctional family. most of the time it's ok. when it's not, it's like WWIII.when one is in trouble, the other helps out if they can. so far so good. i will, however, look for a new place in summer. my needs are pretty hard to meet. it has to be everything and nothing. i need to be able to do my art. that's why it would be hard to leave my concrete floor. it needs to be cheap. hard to beat 1€ a square meter. it needs to be big and light. it would be great if it had access to outside. the kitties love being in the hof.
and it needs to have heat.............this one doesn't and that's one of the main reason to look.........when it gets a little warmer and i can think straight.
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